addictive attachment....as Grace...

This I was shown. Strong 'fear-based emotional reaction' - addiction, an aspect of personality, is heal-able. While acting out fear - with anything - Grace waits. 

My personality's heavy handed demon was control. Its act was work-a-holism. 
'Haul-it'-ism. Needy sub-accounts included television (remote 'control' in hand) food exercise approval attention worry. This lethal concoction poisoned my inner joy. It almost snuffed out living- right here right now.

By nature I am a kind generous intuitively wise Being. These qualities were co-opted, distorted, mutated during their imprisonment. Appearing as trouble making habitual patterns. The courageous willingness to witness previously unexamined thought forms, behaviors - was received during Grace-filled moments.

Now as I breathe with Life, a living meditation - Grace has an eternal access pass. Erasing the neediness impulse, helps Me help me. Inner Me - being One with All-That-Is offers uninterrupted energy guidance. It offers understanding, wisdom, gentle lessons, a joyful awakening. Whopee!!

This Invisible process is aided by slippage. Lingering mental/emotional disturbances provide loving reminders. Being with Process becomes easier and simpler. In a state of Grace.

As I noticed compulsive urge-n-cy  reactivated by blogging - I paused. Then inwardly played with optional scenarios. I watched for resonant good feeling which I've grown to trust. Ah...there it was. Once a week may be or twice a month, feel with it, and see. 

My little book project grew up a bit during recent 'blog break'. So did I.

Grace provides space. Accepted -  space becomes a void-a vacuum. Attracting our intention. Grace led me to appreciative compassion. Showed me a Love-filled creative process. 

I married Love. I go. I click off this machine (after a few gentle previews ;~>).

I bid you unending Graceful moments. Love love love...Life!